It's a cycle, is it not? When everything is going perfect for you, A wall in your perfect castle will fall, And you will rebuild it. Maybe another will fall while you buid, So you build that one. And then maybe another, So you build and build and build Until the castle is whole again. And then they will fall.
Everything was falling apart for me before and every one seemed fine before, now everything is perfect for me and everything is ******* my friends over. Guess that's the balance. When I'm done, my friends are able to care for me cause they don't need to worry bout themselves for a bit and vice versa. Hm. Strange how things work out.