I had learned to live without him, but that sunday afternoon was too heartbreaking my only hero, had left me. how was I to carry on? was it going to be easy? no. but there was nothing that could be done I was never at ease.. shattered, my soul pureed to me in a milkshake of melancholy but I carried on and im still standing strong today I moved on, and it was the only thing for me to do..