i understand that maybe your not okay And all you want is the doctors and the pain to go away I'll stand by your side holding your hand, I'll even be there when you try hide to escape the fear of feeling dead inside But please forgive me when I spend Too long away it's just every tear That falls from your cheek makes My heart feel weak behind closed doors My inner being steps out of this shell I've renamed hell, and sits alone stitching itself back together And when it's done I put on my disguise and smile for you one more time