I remember lying with you, tears streaming down my face. It was the first time that I ever begged you to stay, the first time that I ever let you see how much I needed you, the first time I ever let you see the deep fear within me. You looked me right back in the eyes, wiped the welling tears from my cheeks, kissed my nose and promised that you would always be there. I guess thats why, after we ended, you never stayed gone. When I yelled at you to please, leave me alone, you begged me to please, just calm down, let you stay.
months and months of back and forth rooted in one promise kept to this day.