With all this **** life’s shoved down my throat
How am I suppose to cope?
With that never ending feeling of no hope, maybe it will go away if I smoke
Then you think maybe dying is easier than coping with the pain of reality
It hurts so much I threw away my emotion
I’m so ugly I don’t even want to see my own reflection
The recurring feeling of nothingness is enough that make my body go numb
Life beat me till I couldn’t get up anymore