These tears don't fall

Only crimson blood from my arms

I'm not mad at you or the world, just myself

Everything is distorted

I can't tell right from wrong

What's good or bad

So I do what I please

And hurt everyone around me

I want to end it all

But who would care?

I guess it really doesn't matter

These tears don't fall

They just crash on the floor

In the darkened room where I lay miserable

Hatred for everything around me

So I take some pills and cut my skin

As I make another sin

And try to forget what made this way

I close my eyes and go to sleep

Will I wake again?

No one really knows