I feel so numb like nothing can affect me

I feel dead inside

I forget what it's like to be alive

I cause pain on my self to feel alive

I look down my pillow is red

I still feel nothing

I cut a little deeper

I watch the crimson liquid flow out

I make some more cuts

I feel the sadness leaving me

I lay there and close my eyes

I bleed out the pain and sadness

I feel numb no more