My best friend
My ally
You were always there for me
When I was little

As we've grown up together
I've seen the distance grow between us
We've had our arguments
But I've stuck with you

As the arguments rise in intensity
I contemplate leaving you
I want to burn you alive
But I feel as if you're a part of me

You've broken all my limbs
Yet I have found some way
To walk forward
Until you step on me, holding me down

I want you to die
With blood pouring out your body
You've never given me a chance
And have kept me silent

I scream
But am never heard
I cry
But no one comes to my rescue

Because I've kept you a secret
From anyone I've ever loved
Because if they knew about you
They'd have left me in seconds

So I ask you to hide
Never show your face
Stay as far away from me as you can
Before I **** you myself

You may be a disorder
Something that has defined me
But I won't let you control me
Until I drop dead

So **** me now if you wish
Just don't let my friends know you exist
You may be my biggest obstacle I never conquered
But at least I'll save my friends from discovering you