I was just reminded of what fear feels like,
race in my veins,
running to my muscles and brain,
preventing me to shout to the ceiling,
alone in that dark place crying in pain,
for I knew if I screamed out,
there would be no help..

My sight was straight foward, I looked into its eyes,
wishing it was all over,
I was afraid, but I had to keep going..
Its dark eyes, yellow skin,
mouth full of lies, heart full of sins...

He was closing in,
taking over my heart,
ripping all apart,
leaving a sense of emptiness,
he got into my mind,
pushing me around,
I did not fight back,
I was scared, defenseless...

Then this part of me,
before it was about to die,
triggered something in my almost empty mind,
something that made that ripped apart rag,
pump hope again like a loving strong heart..
It was a memory, of your beautiful smile.

I got my grip,
looked straight foward at his eye,
closed my fist, and broke my mirror,
which happened to be,
just in front of me.