how is one supposed to have faith when they are inconspicuous to themselves?
people always say that time heals everything
how is one supposed to believe that a plastic circular object is supposed to fill the holes in their heart?
people always say to stay calm
how is one supposed to stay calm with thoughts scraping their internal skin surrounding their skull?
This world is all about believe what you want to believe. Follow what you want to follow, even if it doesn't correspond with all beliefs, go for what might give you some satisfaction that you are an 'okay' human being.