Feb 2015
if I showed you every second the way I felt
we would both explode, or die, or both
I see the ******* stars in every time you move-
but I can't, and I wish you could understand
I tear you apart because it costs more to try and hold you together
if you saw in my eyes the way I spark in my soul
you would be absolutely shocked
and it would destroy everything we have. and for that
I'm sorry, so for now I will quietly
put to bed the flames, and I will douse them and sit quietly waiting
but, oh God- what a waste of love.
we would both explode, or die, or both
I see the ******* stars in every time you move-
but I can't, and I wish you could understand
I tear you apart because it costs more to try and hold you together
if you saw in my eyes the way I spark in my soul
you would be absolutely shocked
and it would destroy everything we have. and for that
I'm sorry, so for now I will quietly
put to bed the flames, and I will douse them and sit quietly waiting
but, oh God- what a waste of love.
God gave humans more love for each other than we can bear to see or show. Everyone feels this affectionately about each other but the bonds of a tarnished human relationship cannot bear the extent of divine love given to the soul. So we have to act like we don't care. And it hurts people, kills them, even. Many lives have been lost because friends are not as good friends as they should be.
