I dont hate you. Im just upset and disappointed because you turned into everything you said you'd never be. But I want to hate you. So tell me everything. Why didnt you tell me a ******* thing? You made me believe that you and your 'feelings' would actually last longer than Ive imagine. I want to know all the reasons because I need them to hate you. But this doesnt mean I regret meeting you. You're one of the best person I've ever met. My happiness used to depend on you. You made me feel butterflies, you made me feel like Im worth it.
I thought you're not going to hurt me. But Turns out you're the reason why im crying every night. You're the reason why I couldnt sleep at night. You're the reason why I want to regret meeting you... But how can I regret something-- someone I once wanted?
I think-- Ive had enough. Its done. Its over. I want nothing to do with you anymore.
I cant risk another minute of my life thinking about how you ruined me-- and how I still want to run to you and ask you to fix me-- but thats not going to happen-- Because in a count of three--