Dear daddy,
Do you remember me anymore?
Of course you do because you still curse my name to my mother.
Do you know I'm here
Right in the next room?
Because you pretend I'm not
Even here
Like I am just a ghost who's
Aura pollutes the air.
Since summer I have not been blessed with your recognition.
I never new your neglect could ever affect me like this.

Do you ever think about me anymore
The little girl you once adored
I never thought that the man he swore would die for me could go on living with out me so easily.
Every time I hear you come through the door its send piercing spears through my heart. When I think of how you used to ask me how my day was at school was every day it makes me feel like nothing.

After so many countless attempted apologies. Notes letters gifts and pleas' I have lost all hope that you will ever care for me. Do you care that it's hurts every time I think of you or when my family and friends ask me about you. Do you care that every time I see you walk past me I want to collapse. Do you care that more and more every night I cry and cry endlessly for you.

After so much time I am not angry anymore. I am just so heartbroken and lost. I just want to talk to you again. I just want you to hug me again I just want to see you smile for me again. I just miss my daddy so much. I don't understand what I did to make you despise me so much. I don't feel like things will ever be the same between us. Will you ever talk to me again? Daddy! Daddy please...