She jokes about it
uses love and hate only to get a point across
Never reveals too much
and leaves you with just enough to keep you up at night
Sometimes she's weak
when she's had too much or when she forgets the morphine
But mostly stays strong
because if she falls, she may never get back up
She keeps smiling
even though her head burns and her eyes flood
Fighting any feeling
scared that anyone who sees the inside will run and hide
How did this happen to her
what put such a fear in her heart, and how do i fix her