I  have'd love them, then left them
i don't mean to hurt them
but it's either me or them

have i been poisoned
from my past
and now leave a path

somewhere in the back of my mind
i realize that i cannot trust myself

i try to love and try to hide my past
i have loved so many

i hurt inside from being separated
from my own feelings

can i ever find someone
other then thinking of myself

it's a long, long, fight
i do say so myself

because i have known myself
longer than i have known them

both day and night