with every dream
with every thought
with every motion

nothing seems right

the harder i seem to try
the worse things get

am i being punished for something

is god punishing me
or
is satan praising me
or
am i just alone

i always ask god why
i beg satan to leave
or
am i just talking to myself

i was taught there is a god
i was taught there is a satan

but only taught and never received
but was left with only a mystery to me

what is right
what is wrong
what is life

can i form