Getting obsessive about your weight? "Your disgusting." She said to the mirror. I was tortured everyday by food. Memories never die. I'm not pretty. Not only am i fat, i'm stupid too. So i don't eat. "Fat pig! Stop eating!" Fattening. Memories never die. I cannot be "normal." I truly hate myself. "Eating makes me feel worse." I just don't want to be fat anymore. Thinner and Thinner. Skin and Bones. Feasting on hunger. My sadness had returned. Fat, fat, fat. My thighs are also too big. There's nothing left but to die... Little parallel slashes. Does my stomach stick out.? Do my thighs jiggle.? Cut,starve, cut, starve, cut. "******* cow! Greedy pig!" The violent hatred of fat. I'm tired of me. Have you eaten? Actively suicidal. Eating disorders are addictive. I'd rather starve. I just don't feel like eating. Silent tears. I know i'm ugly, Don't look at me. And i began to cry again. "You look like a pig." I have scars. Eating less and less. Don't let me get fat. Mirrors can **** and talk. "Who's the fat freak?" Calories scare me. "Stop stuffing your fat face." I can't believe i'm so fat. Loneliness, Depression, Anxiety. "Thinner, it said. You need to get thinner." Horrible dreams. She killed herself deliberately. It's a secret i plan to take to my grave. Low self-esteem. I feel so heavy. I feel so huge and bloated. Sad and Tired. She cried about what she had just eaten. "Your fat jiggles!" Fat body. Decrease my food intake. I can't eat it. She doesn't eat.