She believed in magic that rainbows lead to gold and leprechauns that santa came to her on Christmas eve the tooth fairy traded her money for her teeth the Easter bunny left the eggs that Jack Frost would come nipping at her nose. She believed in everything. She brought spirit to the world.
Then she got older she no longer believes in magic its just a trick of the eye she's followed a rainbow and found disappointment. there was no gold, no leprechaun. Her faith in santa dissipated he’s just imaginary. She’s lost all her baby teeth the fairy stopped coming long before that. Easter is just another day to live the eggs were no longer hidden they were all gone. Jack Frost has lost his significance she welcomes his frosty touch.
As she got older reality slammed into her all the things that brought her joy as a child were gone
They died with him.
Her father.
When he disappeared from the world so did the magic The Leprechauns lost all their gold North and his elves all froze in the Pole Toothiana lost her fasination with teeth Bunnymunds eggs all cracked but,
Jack Frost still lingers Coming around every winter leaving the roads icy and the trees dead. During the first snow she always remembers his warning “Bundle up or Jack Frost will come to get you.” She now embraces the chill of Jack Frost. He brings the numbness she so craves and can only get during the winter. He brings the cold that freezes everything inside her. He brings her closer to him with every snow and cold breeze.