At first
It was all good
But then it burst
Now I'm alone as I stood.

We decided to reconcile
But I still can't decide
If I will continue to be vile
Or go back to your side.

I think this is strange
On how I can't choose
If all these changes
Will go out of loose.

I'm admitting that I hate you
In a cryptic, mysterious, strange way.
I'm admitting that I love you
And I know that I don't want you to walk away.