Since when did I start counting? Day by day, month by month passed by. I pretended like it wasn't a big deal. It shouldn't be, anyway. But your absence filled the hole in this void. It silence screamed out loud like nothing around matters. I know you were always wear this silence mask anyway, but now it's different. That was lame, I was lame. Silly me to even write these words. But words spinning around in my head like a tornado that wanted to be written. And I've been friends with paper since so long.