Wishing for a safety net. So many scary memories she hopes she'll forget. ________
Daddy's always working - never around. When mommy's here: Shh! She dare not make an unpermitted sound.
All too often she wakes with a start. BANG! "AH!" Like a defibrillator shocking her heart.
Bedroom door rebounds off the wall. Under the covers she tries to crawl.
I mustn't move. Have to keep still. Please leave. Please leave. She prays that she will.
"Where's Mommys' girl? Hmm? My little star?" The sheets are slowly withdrawn. "There you are!" That tone of voice makes her wish that she was never born.