To be frank,
I'm terrified to wits end.
I finally found someone
Worth all the trouble,
Whom I only just begun to know,
But he...
I'm fighting over him with the devil.

This monster taunts me,
Haunts my dreams,
As I shriek in terror
Of the shows he puts on,
Each and everyone
Showing me crumbling,
You gone.
Showing me what would happen,
Once true love is found and taken away.

But I fight.
It's the only thing I know how to do.
He lent me his skills,
I used mine,
And together, it evens out the odds.

Maybe I do have a chance of winning after all.
I've got my love for you in one hand,
And my fears in the other.
They show me strategies to win.

But will it be enough?