I cannot **** my monsters for they live within But, they do come out when my hope grows dim They lick up the tears that rest on my cheeks Trying to force me to believe that I am weak But only a child who has lived a life of comfort would believe that Yet, I have lived through the roughest of paths So every time they bite my heart, and tear another little chunk apart I try and concentrate and restart Remember where I belong, and why I still live And how to make it through without bringing upon myself the greatest of sin I refuse to die, especially by my own hand. For I have survived the attempts and have been given my second chance And I will sometimes succeed to fail For if I do not allow myself to fail, I will always fail to succeed and prevail So let my battle with my monsters touch your heart And teach you as well, that there is always a new place to start Because one thing I have always understood That once you are gone, you're gone for good.