Jan 2015
Heavy on my mind
Is the thought of what might have been
As I look back on the days
The days of what could have been
At this moment I am breathing
Breaths of what I wish had been
Pondering the thoughts I have
Of what I had hoped would have been
These images plaque my mind
Of what If what I desired had been
What might my life be today
If what I desired had truly been
But what I had hoped is not
I realize now it has never been
And as I have grown much older
I know it never will;
Have been.
Is the thought of what might have been
As I look back on the days
The days of what could have been
At this moment I am breathing
Breaths of what I wish had been
Pondering the thoughts I have
Of what I had hoped would have been
These images plaque my mind
Of what If what I desired had been
What might my life be today
If what I desired had truly been
But what I had hoped is not
I realize now it has never been
And as I have grown much older
I know it never will;
Have been.
I'm going through a rough time at my place of employment of 33 years, after getting word that my 33 year employer has stated to a 3 year employee that he, my employer ,thinks I am going to quit ,but that he dosent care. What a statement to make about a man who has given you 33 of his best working years, filled with honesty, dedication, integrity and hope .
Got to figure out what to do.
Prayers appreciated.
Got to figure out what to do.
Prayers appreciated.
