She sits upon a single stool in the middle of the kitchen Gazing upon congealed food and hopes she is forgiven for gazing upon the knife block wishing every living thing dead She doesn't have a problem cleaning up the blood of others but, what goes on in her head Is her hatred for violence Her absolute despise of distrust Her almost implacable resolve to make it dead, if she must She abhors the deadly whispers that critiques her daily choices She sits alone upon a stool trying hard to ignore the voices