I watched you out in the open Staring at nothing Mouth sewn shut Eyes glazing at the world.
Your beautiful face For once is not comical, When I so badly want it to be.
The roots are climbing up your body, Keeping you firm on the ground. Now you can't run to me, Hug me, Kiss me Or tell me you love me.
Tears run down my eyes As my feet carry me towards you. I run my hands along your body, Feeling only fabric, No sign of life in you.
If you knew I was there You showed no emotion of it. I bite my lip as I watch you, Watch you ignore me, Like I wasn't crying for you.
I wrap my arms around your stiff body, Feeling my heart race, But yours still.
Do you not love me any more? Do you not feel the same? Please talk to me, I miss you so much.
I'm sorry for erupting into an angry mess, I'm sorry for taking it out on you. I'm sorry if I was not good enough, But I promise you I will. Please don't give up on me, I still love you.
Time ticks by, But your eyes are still black buttons, And your mouth is still stitches, Your body is still sewn fabric, And your voice is still silent.
I cannot bear the truth, It hurts for it to sink in. I don't want it to be true- Please, tell me it isn't.
But as the seconds go by, And you don't respond, I realize that I cannot do anything about it. It must be true.