drowning as a cliche hoping a wave might catch my gaze and pull me all the way under (I am all the way under your covers) wearing black as a default maybe looking like a bruise will get rid of my black eyes they've got dark circles from dreaming with them open (I am awake for some of my best dreams and worst nightmares) cracking my bones as a hobby i like it when you're around to crack me, too crack me open, apart until my ribs loosen and fall across your carpet where we'll float in thick salt water and wait for another wave of covers because your bed sheets might always be a little tangled and mixed in my long blonde hair