a brush of your hand, meant - i am glad i have you.
a hug with your head to the crook my neck, meant - you are mine
a kiss before you drove away, meant - i am coming back.
a hand on my cheek, meant - i love you, why dont you see that?
for me...*
"i am scared to be alone," meant - i need to know you wont leave.
"i cant do this," meant - i do not want to hurt you.
"maybe one day," meant - i do not see you staying that long.*
"i prefer looking someone in the eye," meant - *i see what you mean with every action, but you refuse to see what i am saying. and that is why we never worked, because we both know you were to scared, and had only brushed the surface..."
i am so sorry i could not love you like you loved me...