Maybe I just don’t really deserve it
The happiness I craved for so long
Because if it were really meant for me
It would not have to be this hard

Perhaps this is not a heart’s wish
But just a pure selfishness
Because if it were really meant for me
It would not have to be this hard

Am I really worth it?
Do I even deserve it?
Because if it were really meant for me
It would not have to be this hard

Will it ever be enough?
To just work hard and fight for it?
Because if it were really meant for me
It would not have to be this hard

Because if were really meant for me
It would not have to be this hard
I would not have to feel so worthless
I would not have to feel so empty