I am torn between two choices
I am debating on whether to leave her
Or stay
What should I do?
She is never there when I need her
She doesn't understand my urgency
She doesn't understand
How much I love her
How every moment without her breaks me
She doesn't know I cry myself to sleep everyday
I  am always there for her
Whenever she needs a shoulder to cry on
Or to brighten up her day
I always say
I love you
She replies after a day
Saying "okay"

But whenever she IS there I feel on top of the world
I feel like its only her
No one else
She is beautiful and amazing
But now I'm thinking
About it
She says she has to go
She doesn't know how much it hurts to hear that
I'd rather be stabbed by knives
So
You tell me
What do I do?