Impossible miracle. To bring the dead back to life. To be a Saint. A miracle worker. To me you never talk. People believe I only stalk. There have been misconceptions. Lies & rumors of deception. People don't really know me. You can change your mood. Choose to conversate & not be rude. The family I disowned continues to intrude. They only see what they want to see. Their habits conflict with my moral values. I wasted my love on alot of mistakes. I won't waste another minute while I am awake. Spending my time being productive. To be happy & loved everyday I live. Insanity is not in my mind. Nobody ever really looks for it to find. Nobody ever devoted their time. To a living commitment to be mine. Just because I suffered ****** trauma. Doesn't automatically mean I have psychological drama.