I can't stand the pain
trying to wish it all way
it doesn't go no where
the feeling is still there

the darkness has its grip
it won't release its hold
feeling so tired of all of it
showing weary eyes

where did the joy go?
it was a part of my life
now it seems so dark
no light venturing in

where did the happiness go?
it was once a part of my life
now the battle within cries out
hoping to find the truth

there was peace in the mix of things
but now that's all a dream
there is only the feeling of being sick
existing in the mind of the bewildered one