To say that I’m not jealous,
well that would be a lie.
I’m jealous that she has someone who loves her.
“Alexis, he told me he loves me.”
Wow that’s great.
Too bad I could never send that text to anyone.
You don’t love me.
And you won’t.
And I still can’t deal with that.
Why am I so unlovable?
Why does she get to find love with him?
Why couldn't you feel a ******* thing?
What changed?
“We are working towards love”
But you gave up.
You got tired of working and so you left.
I worked so hard
and you left.
Please come back.
Please let me know that I’m lovable.
Why couldn't you love me like he loves her?
Please
love
me
please.
I miss (need) you.