I bet she's tall and pretty I bet she doesn't even need makeup to be stunning I bet she stays up late with you and sends you late night texts I bet you two get drunk and high together I bet she has no qualms about sending you **** pictures of herself I bet she is in the "popular" crowd I bet she doesn't complicate everything I bet she has never cut herself or tried to **** herself or starved herself and I have done all three I bet she is everything you ever wanted I bet she is someone you would miss like crazy if she left you I bet you barely remember my name I am the one who sits at home and reads with a cup of tea and a hoodie on She is the one who goes out and parties, gets drunk and high and strips I wish you would miss me Just a little bit
I can't help it if I am not enough for you. Or for anyone. Or myself. I hope she is enough.