My maker draws me closer. I hate feeling helpless when the selfish & insane entity chokes me to death. Evil echos & no one questions why. Uncontrollable crying. The fear of dying. I searched my mind. For what was to blame. You can never hide from shame. A glowing light too bright. Dims fast when your mortality doesn't last. There is a grey void when your air way is crushed. Nothing I could unconsciously avoid. Death is not what I want. A sole desire. To inspire a little higher. Joy transpires but it is to late.