I don't understand why you can't hold my hand. I can't see the hole in your empty soul. Your anger can't be controlled. Will power & common sense. Ignorance so dense. My tired eyes close. As my spirit descended & rose. I lay down & shiver as my body floats down the river. The sky looks down at me. Death craves no desire. Pain is obtained. Invisible fire. Happiness sustains. Balance maintains. Well being my eyes aren't seeing. Mental scars, a broken heart, & an old face. I drive my car with all it's parts away from this place.