we met in a place outside the norm and i pretended it was so much more and maybe it was underneath our skin both hoping to reveal the surface of something we can only dig up like a time capsule but i don’t want it to be like that i want you to smile at me like you do but in the middle of the night i want to touch more than knees and feet and jerks of hand but ******* we’re stuck and i don’t know where some days im content with subtly and facility our sideways gaze and the promise of mondays but i see your face in my dreams and id rather have you next to me you sing like an angel and speak like a dove and im crazy to write you love songs but if i could wish for anything id ask for you to play me symphonies