Today,
I don't know why
Nor the exact reason,
I'm sad.

The princels
brushes
On my easel are dry
So my eyes.

I scratch the surface.
It's now more bright,
But still blury
******
Muddy.
Sad.
Today is sad!

My!
I can't paint
Nor write!
My hands are invisible,
So am I

"Sad"

Sadness.
Anxiety.
Depression.
More sadness.
Today is sad.

Today I'm sad.
The green leaves on my window
Cannot tell me why.
They seem cheerful but not I....

Nor the Eco of the wind,
Playing on the water fountain
At the lake,  can't explain
Nor the ducks or the birds
No one can tell me why
I'm sad

Not even my dog,
Who happily barks,
Not even my fat
sleepy cat.

Maybe you friend
reading this lines
Maybe you can see why
And tell me why I'm this sad.

Why my phone never rings.
Why I'm so lonely
Why I feel like I want to cry
When is so beautiful outside.

Why I'm so moody today.
Why my favorite song that now plays
***** so bad.
Am I getting mad?
Loosing  my marbles?

Why no one seems to care
if my soft heart
is broken into zillion pieces,
Or if by the rain in my eyes
They are becoming blind.

And am I mad?
Someone, anyone, tell me please!

Why, of all days,
Today
I have to be this sad....