I try so hard just to scream! I feel this is only becoming a dream. Why can't I even breath? is it all because my grief? I think im beginning to sink... or is it just me staring at the water on the outside of my drink? I think this is called depression. so sad how fast a brightly world can be turned blacken. Im already drowning. I know, I can see you frowning... please give me your hand.. i'll be your biggest fan. if you don't its okay, I guess im not really scared. in death im just alittle tared.... you're the one who broke my heart you should be happy to watch me break apart. but sadly im afraid I can't stay for very long.... Cause don't you see that im already gone...