After laying awake way past her bedtime There where nights she cried herself to sleep,
Thinking how could she have possibly been so naive?
But as she closed her eyes and wanders down the streets of once-used-to-be's She realises, she'd lost herself to a past of full of mistreatment But now she refuses to be a victim of it and stands tall rising above it There used to be a time she'd been used, and so to be used was all she knew And to crave love, a sense of belongingness, was unthinkably selfish So instead of finding love from within, She'd give her all to all those who'd treat her like she didn't mean a thing And apologised and forgave repeatedly though she was never to blame She became a dreamer of dreams to cope with the painful reality of things
But now instead of living with wishful thinking She wakes up and struggles hard to make her dreams into a reality No longer a slave to her fictional fantasies