I wish I could write it all out
Pour it onto paper a stream of feeling
Sweet release
Trap it in the pages
Where it can't ever get back inside me
Freedom
From all this pain
Pressing pressing pressing me down
Wilting me
It's so hard to rise up out of the ground each day
A concrete barrier
Cementing me in despair
Killing me one desperate day at a time
I would give my life away if I could
I don't want it anymore