Hey there Mum
It's just me writing
You sneak up on me in the quiet
In the quiet it's back sitting on my chest and I remember
You're gone, he's gone
I'm solitary
I felt like I was just living, just starting
And I lost it all
Is this how it goes Mum?
I miss you as much as 7 weeks love buys
I love you as much as my heart can
I'm empty empty empty
Where my parents used to be
I'm swallowing down hysteria and fear so intense it consumes
I'm blinking saltwater as useless as it is
I've got something good with a shelf life
It'll be taken away
I'm drowning
I'm drowning
It never goes away
But I wish life would