I can't please you. No matter what I say you are going to be mad at me. You are going to be mad at everything. I know I'm not good enough for you. I know that I don't say that right things. I know you get sick of me. I am sick of myself. Throw me away then. Why are you trying. Why don't you give up. I want you to give up. Can't you see that? I don't want you to care. Okay? You can't make me do anything. It's my choice. Everything is.