I wont tell you how I feel. Inside where the roses see no light. I know it will make you sad. I'll keep it to myself, hide it among the thorns, twisting vines making me sick and tired. Dry and baron soil unquenchable, the gardener grieves for the seasons last harvest. The tear buds are shaking from wooden stems Drops of rose blood trying to quench the thirst. A sacrificial death, my own cross yet to bare Wild blood seeps until all the hurt is gone Bled from each bloom, soaking the roots, too late. It is time to say goodbye Each rose must be pruned Hearts left rotting on the ground Fertilizing a new day's harvest They will never be the same no rose as sweet as the one before yet promise lingers with Spring's fresh hope That A tiny bud can bring life from death.