Like things growing closely in clusters are the memories of sweet trying to understand truth when wrong arms reached out and offered devilish friendship. As a child you sat reading softness and hope and butterflies untitled poems rhymed in your head, Nightmares woke you up, so cruel as to drive you here. All windows closed and flies and stink festering within and burning fires untended threatened to burn you down. As you sit, still reading alone, poems unwritten.