As I sit in darkness
Talking to my heart

I'm trying to help it
From beating only pain

It sometimes skips a beat
That makes me think

Is it a bad thing or is it
Part of God's work

As my heart is always beating
It is my only living friend

Where my conscience is my worst enemy where I have no friends

As I live in pain
Trying to clear my thoughts

Asking my heart
Where shall I start

Should I cut myself and bleed you dry
I know my heart and it would only die

Should I shake you or forsake you
Should I cry or should I die

Should I believe in that man
That man in the sky