Those vices I dropped like rhinestones on the starry path to respectability become diamonds when he whispers "tonight" when he reaches out to my child weary flesh -unwillingly- I will respond but. I cannot shrug off the dishes and bills the stain on the floor where the cat bled the un-watered plants; how many times have I written these lines? Ah Godβ¦even my most poignant moments have become mundane - like the Taj Mahal must appear to the beggar on the steps selling downloaded pictures in the shadow of holiness.