Dive kicked off the aspirin, overdosed on vitamin D. Up all night, celebrating, properly sober; properly hydrated, properly fed.
Stomach ache from experimenting foods, sriracha on salad and chocolate and eggs threw it all over everything like "HADOUKEN!", there's information floating on the wind everywhere and most of it is ***** and cats, people saying, "hey" and "yo" and "whats up?"
And I'm addicted to Tom Waits, and probably ***, and probably the internet, and probably video games and thinking, but thinking about offing myself. Genesis does what nintendon't and lately every modern gaming console simply just www.WillNot. I guess we're all fantasizing till we stop.
Also, punk and jazz will not mix well, my grandfather wrote me from the grave just to say so. He says the rent isn't so bad, but the landlord is the ******* devil, although there's a room for me to move in. I just might if I don't get medicated, for right now I'm whimsical and singing up and off key.
All these zombies are feeling my vibe with their teeth and fingernails, and affection never felt so good from such a friendly crowd. I don't get out much anymore, I'm slipping into old habits more often because I'm lonely and melancholic and bored.