Heaven alludes me Hell awaits me For it is brought forth By the demons that surround me Each of them bringing forth a new wave of pain Each and everyone of them drowning me in rain And then the angels come and spread their wings above me Mock my failure and smile down upon me As I beg for their forgiveness they only fly away One by one slowly but surely And now I'm left alone to rot in the pits of Hell Even though I am not dead Even though I wish I was Heaven with its angels still continues to allude me And Hell with its demons is still all that awaits me