I sailed the night right up to new-day-noon tossed around for hours in a make-believe-dream- not of my conscious controlling want to be in charge nature- which slept through it all- I woke to find myself alive making decisions and still dream-like I sat down to make love to the universe-and let the universe love me in return. What could be better than this a Sparrow chirped to a Starling as they fed from my outstretched hand.